Conyer Clayton is an award-winning writer and editor whose multi-genre work often explores grief, disability, the climate crisis, and gendered violence through a surrealist lens. She is the author of But the sun, and the ships, and the fish, and the waves. (A Feed Dog Book, Anvil Press) and We Shed Our Skin Like Dynamite (Guernica Editions, 2020, Winner of the 2021 Ottawa Book Award), and many solo and collaborative chapbooks. She is the Nonfiction Editor for untethered magazine, the Social Media Coordinator for Canthius and a member of VII; an Ottawa-based poetry collective. Her poetry, essays, and criticism appear in Room Magazine, filling station, Canthius, Arc Poetry Magazine, CV2, The Capilano Review and others.

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Photo by Manahil Bandukwala

Upcoming Fall Tour Dates

-Oct. 27th, 2022: Words Out Loud Reading Series through Yukon Words (Online Event)

-Oct. 28th, 2022: Reading with Rhiannon Ng Cheng Hin for the Launch of Fire Cider Rain, 7 pm, Eden's Cafe, Ottawa

Fall Book Tour with Manahil Bandukwala:

-Nov. 2nd, 2022: Toronto, Glad Day Books, 7-9 pm, with Sanna Wani, LJ Ahenda, and EJ Kneifel

-Nov. 3rd, 2022: Kingston, ON, Novel Idea, 7-9 pm, with Ashley-Elizabeth Best and Sadiqa de Meijer

-Nov. 4th, 2022: Peterborough, ON, The Theatre on King, 7:30 pmwith Bardia Sinaee and Jeff Blackman

-Nov. 11th, 2022: Montreal, QC, Argo Books, 7-9 pm, with Alexei Perry Cox and Trynne Delaney

-Nov. 17th, 2022: Ottawa's Pandemic Poetic Debut's Relanched, Ottawa, ON, Red Bird Live, 7:30 pm, with Susan Atkinson, Deborah-Anne Tunney, Jacqueline Bourque, and Doris Fiszer, hosted by David O'Meara

-Nov. 23rd, 2022: Louisville, KY, at Planet of the Tapes, hosted by River City Revue, more details TBA

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A Feed Dog Book from Anvil Press

  June 2022

Order Through Anvil Press or your favorite local bookseller!


 

The narrator of But the sun, and the ships, and the fish, and the waves. weaves through aquatic landscapes—water parks, beast-filled lakes, vast oceans—reverting to childhood and back, foreshadowing the inevitable with a calm born of accepting the absurd. Conyer Clayton's poems, explore how we question the validity of our own memories, especially those of abuse and assault, and the way we forget—or obsess over forgetting—memories of those who’ve died. These poems validate dreams and all internal experience as authentic…even when we don’t know it.

"There is so much pain contained with this book, and through it all, the narrator survives and perseveres. While the poems do not shy away from facing suffering, neither do they crumble under its weight. ...But the sun, and the ships, and the fish, and the waves. is a powerful testimony of survivorship. Set in a surreal and dreamy landscape, these poems overflow with raw emotion and wash away expectations."

—Meaghan Flokstra in The Ampersand Review

"...if there ever was ONE book this year about the experience of living as a woman in contemporary society to learn from, it would be this eloquent, uncompromising, fiercely daring, and frankly breathtaking book."

Khashayar Mohammadi, Author of Me, You, Then Snow 

"Clayton expresses the trauma of abuse and its lasting impact in viscerally evocative images...Yet this isn’t a grim book, partly because the scenarios often feature weird, funny details...but also because the speaker in these nightmarish situations actively seeks a way out."

—Barb Casey, The Toronto Star

The surrealist dreamscape of Conyer Clayton’s latest collection provides one of the most honest and visceral depictions of living and slowly healing from CPTSD that I have ever read. While the collection can be deeply triggering and terrifying at times, it is ultimately a testament to intentional and persistent survival.”

—Emma Rhodes, The Puritan

“If dreams hold metaphors, they also hold the edge of real knives, words that could cut through the page to reveal or resolve a trauma—if only the dream didn’t lurch away. In the ruthless logic of dreams (do I abandon this pig or my family?), violence and death float into view, then bubble to the surface, evaporating. The dreamer morphs through roles—woman, child, sister, daughter, lover, survivor—circling danger with the calm remove of wakefulness. Conyer Clayton’s elegant prose poems are more than a dream diary. They are a testament to survival.”

—Sachiko Murakami, Author of Render

We Shed Our Skin Like Dynamite (Guernica Editions, 2020)

 

 Winner of a 2021 Ottawa Book Award

Finalist for the 2021 ReLit Award of Poetry

 

Available for purchase through Guernica Editions, IndigoBarnes and Noble, or your local bookseller

Audiobook available on Audible and Apple Books

In her debut collection of poetry, Conyer Clayton hovers in the ether, grasping wildly for a fleeting sense of certitude. Through experiences with addiction and co-dependence, sex and art, nature and death, she grapples for transcendence while exploring what it means to disengage. What is revealed when you allow yourself to truly feel? What do you ask for to carry you into life, and where do you land when this fails? And when you are finally, beautifully, emptied out, who are you? The poems in We Shed Our Skin Like Dynamite wonder aloud amidst tangled revelations, and yearn to be lifted away.

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